

CurrentsIt's a cruel irony to be hung up on things that never actually happened,Currents
Yet their effect on life is so imprinting, and at the same time, so worthless to you that in the end you have to throw it back along with the rest of memories stored as repression so you can be free to move on with your life
Some things are in our lives temporarily, to teach us a lesson and expire with the seasons, it's when they stay past their prime that the hurt starts and the confusion arises.
We start to wonder how something so perfect could end so dramatically. it boggles our mind to see a bond so intertwined and de


RealizeWho knew the silence could be so deafening? You talked for hours and laughed as you thought back to random moments. You forgave her when she looked awayRealize
and helped her speak when she couldn't find the right words to be spoken. In your eyes, she was placed on a pedestal, untouched by cliches, risking your life for her happiness seemed to be okay, all because she showed you her areas of weakness, thinking that helping her would help you as well, that listening would aid in her awakening from the spell, but you became engulfed as well, not realizing the borderline was way back wh


My Fault -for-It's my fault.My Fault -for-
First, it's my fault for becoming so attached for giving more than I got back for letting what I never had dangle in front me listening, letting it get to me. that's where it started but I had no clue I should have stopped and turned back I was too young to think of holding back or acceptance, instead I became invisibly relentless . . .
Second, it's my fault for looking so closely for trying to lead the dealer from his Ecstasy for getting mixed in and forgetting my purpose for leaving my morals for believing him when he said


Goodbye and Good RiddanceYou find yourself silenced when the one you've held closest to you, the one who has occupied your mind and taken over your heart, when in the one time of trial has closesd their eyes and let their account of the moment speak, not willing to comprehend or remember. It is in that silence you realize that all the good you have put forth has only hurt you. The person you fought to reveal behind the layers ended up masking your eyes leaving you in deception. Everyone has dimensions but in the end it's the big picture that shines through.Goodbye and Good Riddance
It was for yo


Bubble BurstI thought that if I was super good, super sweet, super kind Id get married. Id get my prince charming. Apparently I was wrong on two things. A) it doesnt make a difference and its not magic! B) there aint no prince charming. Regardless. I still want to get married. Because, I believe even though marriage is full of responsibilities, it has some fun too. I mean we dont have boyfriend girlfriend relations in Islam, but we do have movies, music, books and TV shows from all around the world showing us the yes glossed and unrealistic but still tempting- relationships, the happiness the sadness, the happilyBubble Burst


FreefallingMy heart... It feels weird... Something between pain and loss I feel it being sqeezed slowly agonizingly Every moment lengthening stretching, the hurt lingering, making meFreefalling
feel every drop it gave. I don't understand this pain, is it pain? Or is it the fear of
uncertainty? Of jumping off a skyscraper blindfolded without a
parachute but with hope that someone would be at the bottom with a
trampoline or a huge jumping castle that would catch me. That was all
I had, hope. Maybe it isn't true, maybe it isn't that bad? I won't know until it
happens, until I'm truly airbor
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Rough diamonds may sometimes be mistaken for worthless pebbles" thomas browne....
~I am in danger of never falling in love with a "real" guy... I've lost my heart to fictional characters and there's no returning it~
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Rough diamonds may sometimes be mistaken for worthless pebbles" thomas browne....
~I am in danger of never falling in love with a "real" guy... I've lost my heart to fictional characters and there's no returning it~
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Rough diamonds may sometimes be mistaken for worthless pebbles" thomas browne....
~I am in danger of never falling in love with a "real" guy... I've lost my heart to fictional characters and there's no returning it~
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